I'm a perfectionist
if something bothers me enough I'll work on it, at times at the cost of my health, until it's good enough in my eyes
this can result in something good (like this website) but most often it leads to nothing
I'll approach a difficult or new task and give up before even starting because I know I won't do good enough on my first try
I tend to get stuck on small things and burn out as a result
obviously that leads to not finishing many things and working on them for months, even years
this affects my life every day and has to stop
this whole notes thing is my first step towards that
these won't be good, thought out or have a lot of effort put into them - that's what posts are for
notes will be more of a word vomit directly from my brain onto the internet
the level of sanity and formality in these will vary depending on my mood, mental health and time of day
read them or don't, I'll be posting
I'll try my hardest not to edit or delete any of them but I won't promise anything
osu players (of course I had to slip in an osu reference) will often ask for advice and be hit with "play more" - I wanna get better at writing (and as a consequence doing things I'm scared of) - I'll simply write more™
let's see how this goes